Merryagnes

The devil makes you remember things in the past to make you sad. You need to understand this is his/her way of making you stop doing something that’s for your own good, and to think about the future. It is true you need to understand what went wrong in the past but you need stopContinue reading

I’m looking through social media. My sad feeling is still with me and it’s been like that throughout the weekend. I feel as though I’ve been crying all night long. I remembered someone – my stepmother – whose death occurred in 2011, on 25th March. I didn’t like remembering how she went away. How itContinue reading

I no longer am in regulatory affairs. I stopped working for a medical device company as their regulatory scientist in 2017. I liked the job at the beginning. It incorporated my skills in research and writing technical documents but after a while I became stressed by the responsibility of moving submissions through the FDA. IContinue reading

I was having a good morning today. I made coffee and ate a peanut butter sandwich and shared it with my pups. Both of them have had their kibble, and the kitties still need to be fed. I’m waiting for K to make an appearance so she can have kibble with her brother P. IfContinue reading

Finally, after a few days of not writing, I wrote chapter on my Anthology.

Today I feel sad. I don’t know why. I am afraid. Fear thoughts crowd me. They hide under my skirt. They make it difficult for me to function, to move, to act or make a decision. I dither. It’s terribly sad-making. I can’t get these thoughts to move out of my head. I have toContinue reading

Yesterday afternoon I had a job interview with someone in a regulatory field where they were looking for help in their business. I wasn’t sure that I wanted to have a full-time job and asked her if they might make this position a part-time job. She said no. So we didn’t have much else toContinue reading

The bad elohim is striking again at my stuff while I take my morning coffee. I’m persuaded by these thoughts to go and return to my bed and sleep, where they’ll kill me. I’ve had this happen several times in the last few days and so I sleep. But I arise feeling more the thing,Continue reading

I’ve been reading a book, titled Detox Your Thoughts, and it’s been helping. It’s got a good explanation of how thoughts can make you feel stress, pain and sadness. It’s got a good quote about not letting thoughts have power over you. I think that’s good to think about and use whenever these bad elohimContinue reading

I’m dying while I listen to the morning news on television. I’ve tried everything to keep from dying. The bad elohim is eager to kill me. They are the people who killed Jesus and now they think Jesus is somewhere in me, as a Spirit, which He is. I used to follow Jesus and publishedContinue reading