I figured it out. The evil thoughts come after me after I’ve written a chapter of a book I’m writing, and they come out in droves after I’ve published my work. I suffer all day after this happens. It’s not a coincidence. It really happens to me.
Author Archives: Merryagnes
I had the vaccine the day before yesterday. Yesterday I felt awful. It was so awful that I tried to distract myself, take meds for pain, eat something and have broth as well. I felt a little more like the thing then I felt a real need to go a sleep. I slept for severalContinue reading
I was sad all day today. And nervous. I felt like I couldn’t get out of bed for very long. I tried several times to get up and do something but the negativity I met out in the living areas was too much to bear. i slept more and then finally got out at theContinue reading
One of the people I asked to read and review my book LR finally gave her review. She had a difficult time reading it and she thought that the plot was somewhat confused and said she had to read it over again and made notes of the characters to see how the book would goContinue reading
I am sliced as I sit with a cig in front of the computer. I see this feeling as a thought and I’m naming that thought Laura. I have other feelings that happen to me in my body that she has made me feel like a kick on the shin, a shove, a flexing inwardsContinue reading
As a writer, and author, I am a secretive person. I don’t like to tell people what I’m working on. I do like to send out emails to some of my followers about what I’m doing in terms of writing. But they don’t know all the details. I know some of those who receive myContinue reading
I’ve been writing a new story. It’s a story set in Vichy France. It’s a love story.
I’ve resumed writing and have finished a book. It is now available on Amazon. I’m not telling you the title at this time. I want to keep on writing. It’s my career. I received my MFA in 2019 from National University with Distinction. I think I write well and I believe that my books areContinue reading
It’s light of day. The rumbling of a motorcar outside (or perhaps a lorry) outside my window tells me life has resumed and that the day is truly here. I am confident that life goes on even after little deaths, and big deaths. What I mean is, we all go through little episodes of dyingContinue reading
I quit Mary Kay because I became aware of how they do not give retirement insurance benefits for their consultants. Plus, its an MLM business. The top tier of the consultants get dibs for the sales their sub leve people make and buy from their inventory shopping which is de rigeur to keep up withContinue reading