I’m currently struggling to reach 115 pounds. I’m at 111.9 pounds now. The last day has been difficult. I ordered minced turkey with mashed potato and gravy. The turkey came without gravy and mashed potato. I went to the kitchen and asked for gravy and they said that the gravy was served on the side. I came back to my room and tried to put gravy over the turkey but it was still hard to eat. The turkey was dry beneath the gravy. I gave up after several tries and went back to the kitchen asking for mashed potato. They had none. But they gave me pudding. My tray had a cup of ice cream. Between the pudding and the ice cream I had a meal.
I’m feeling sad today thinking about lunch and dinner. I’m going to try to eat something. I’ll pray that I can eat my lunch and dinner without having to struggle.