The first day of Freedom from selling Mary Kay went well enough but I now have suffered sadness through negative thoughts. I went along with a few thoughts about some people in the past that I knew. Suddenly, I felt awful. I was so sad that I went back to my room and slept it off. But my puppy wanted to find out if I was still alive. He tried to lick my face and I said, No more, pleadingly. I just wanted to go and sleep. I felt so bad that I lost consciousness. But after a few hours, I woke up and had to get out of bed because I would disappoint my Dad who was at the breakfast table. He would need to see me and see that I was fine.