My life started in 1970 when my adoptive parents took me from Worcester or Oxford (still debatable wherefrom I came) and traveled to the USA where we settled in Indianapolis with my stepmother’s kin. I remember many things about my life in the USA but the recollections of my childhood are not clear as I was kidnapped by the Queen’s henchmen to get me away from my natural parents, Philip her husband and Maggie Smith, his lover. I was born in Galway, Ireland and given to a foster family of the name McGreavey.

I do not have a happy life now because I am more aware of the unhappy inflictions of my life with the Queen’s bad thoughts. She has been my scourge all my life in the USA. I am struggling these days as a retired, self-employed writer and publisher of my books. I cannot write without feeling the onslaught of bad elohim thoughts who want me to never have a voice in this world, due to their seeming unhappy thought that I follow Jesus, their ultimate Nemesis and so they are bad for me and I am in therapy, taking meds and doing what I can do in my daily life to survive.

The bad thoughts do everything they can to diminish me, remove from me and my mind the happy things that rarely happen but do happen, and make me forgetful, make me feel as though there is no hope for me in this world except to succumb to their deathly wish for me to go without this world and be buried in an unmarked grave. This is how hateful they are and I am suffering them always.

Everywhere I go with my life these days is fraught with these Bad Elohim thoughts who are bastards and make it hard for me to eke out a small living as a writer and now as a small business owner as a Mary Kay Beauty Consultant.

I need your prayers that I will be able to post a blog about how my life is like each day. The negativity I am suffering is not organic, it is diabolical.

Thank you in advance for your prayers.

Mary

Published by Merryagnes

Writer, blogger, journalist, ex-regulatory writer and lover of God.

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